The Free Day

It’s a free day. A day to reflect or to explore.

For some people it was a relaxed start to the day then a chance to spend time contemplating in their own way the meaning of the teachings from part one of the Summer Festival.

Other people literally headed for the hills to enjoy a day wandering in the magnificent Lake District or walked around Ulverston, enjoying the charms of the local and historic market town.

For everyone, it’s a chance to relax and recharge for what is to come. With many new people arriving for week two, Manjushri Kadampa Meditation Centre buzzed with activity.

In the evening, the Resident Teachers met for the NKT Annual General Meeting where they heard reports on developments throughout the world in 2016-2017 and exciting developments to come.

Virtuous insights and determinations

Gen Losang, again using the powerful words from How to Transform Your Life, is taking us on a tour of the six realms of samsara, and the constantly changing sound of the rain and wind on the temple seems to reflect the ever changing fortunes in samsara.

The focus of today’s meditation retreat is on developing renunciation, the determination to liberate ourselves from samsara’s suffering, the suffering of our countless future lives and the sources of that suffering, in particular our uncontrolled desire and our self-grasping ignorance. In each session, we simply relax into the meaning of the words and allow them to touch our hearts, naturally inspiring in us virtuous insights and determinations.

The overall feeling of the retreat is one of joyful possibility. All we need to do is change our mind. And with the Dharma, and especially through mixing our mind with the Guru’s blessings, we can definitely do this.

As one participant said, “I’m having such powerful experiences in this retreat and yet Gen Losang is simply reading from the book. So this shows me I can do the same from home.”

At that point many people were standing outside in beautiful sunshine while simultaneously being gently rained on. Emptiness!

Another festival goer, a film maker, said, “It’s so cinematic here.” And it is. The light is beautiful, the festival grounds, the woods, the bay, the surrounding hills…such a magnificent environment. It’s everchanging beauty inspiring us to stay connected with the beautiful inner environment of our mind mixed with Guru Buddha Shakyamuni at our heart.

It being the last day of the first week of the festival, some people are departing and others newly arriving. Smiles as we say goodbye and smiles as we say hello. The joy of the Dharma.

Taking the teachings to heart

‘What if today were your last day?’ Gen-la Dekyong asked a few days ago during her teaching on the meditation in death. ‘What would you do?’ Gen-la’s answer was ‘to spend it with her Spiritual Guide, mixing her mind with his.’

Of course, the point is that today could be our last day. This could be our last meditation session. If you knew that to be the case, would you allow your mind to be distracted? Or would you ensure that your mind is deeply and joyfully mixed with the blessings of your Spiritual Guide?

Today is the first of two retreat days, two days to take the teachings of the first week to heart. In each session Gen Losang is making sure that we are mixing our mind with the completely pure mind and powerful inspiring words of our Spiritual Guide. He begins by guiding us into a state of heartfelt connection with Guru Buddha Shakyamuni envisioned in the space in front. For the contemplation Gen Losang simply reads to us from How to Transform Your Life, today mostly from the Introduction and first chapter. He reads slowly and contemplatively allowing the full impact and meaning of the words to resonate. There is something very powerful in his rendition. Phrases suddenly reverberate in your mind with new meaning. What becomes clear is how these words of Geshe-la are pervaded by the experience of his mind, how they naturally evoke the peaceful expansiveness of the meditative state, and are designed to induce that state in the heart of the reader or listener who reads or listens with an open, fully attentive, faithful mind.

He leaves space at the end for us to hold in placement meditation the pure intentions or insights that have arisen. And finally he beautifully guides the dissolution of Guru Buddha Shakyamuni’s mind into our own at our heart, allowing us to envision the blissful clarity of enlightenment free from all mistaken appearances. He then encourages to remain mindful of our Spiritual Guide and the illusory nature of appearances during the meditation break.

In the first few sessions the temple and marquees resounded with the sound of wind and rain from outside. But in the afternoon it cleared spectacularly allowing for crystal clear expansive vision, a lovely echo of the power of Buddha’s blessings to clear our mind.

What if today were your last day?

Samsara bye bye!

One of the themes emphasised by Gen-la Dekyong has been the Dharma mirror. We use the teachings to reflect our own lives back at us. For example, today’s teachings were on renunciation which enables us to ‘make suffering meaningful’ and be positive all the time. We need to ask ourselves the question: Are we doing this? How do we relate to our suffering?

Suffering for a Dharma practitioner, Gen-la said, is like manure for a farmer. ‘We already think about suffering all the time. It’s called moaning!’ Gen-la compared this to Geshe-la who recommends, ‘Never think about your own suffering unless you are training in renunciation.’ Our difficult conditions remind us of the faults of samsara and encourage us to develop the peaceful, positive mind of renunciation. If we live with a peaceful, positive, happy mind we can then die with a peaceful, positive, happy mind. And if we die with such a pure mind we activate the previous good karma in our mind causing us to be reborn, Gen-la said smilingly, as a baby Kadampa! Or else to be reborn in the ’International Teacher Training Program in the Guru’s pure land where we continue our training’!

However there wasn’t much suffering in evidence at the Festival today. The afternoon sun made Manjushri KMC look like a pure land right here and now. In between sessions, one could see people enjoying coffees and teas and deep conversations on Dharma … or just quietly contemplating or reading on their own.

The first teaching Gen-la concluded with an oral instruction from Geshe-la giving us a special and very powerful meditation on developing renunciation (you’ll have to ask your resident teacher for that one.) In the afternoon’s teaching, Gen-la emphasised renunciation is not a gloomy mind. Quite the opposite! It’s a happy mind that transforms our life into a blissful journey and joyful path to liberation. Because we are ‘happy in the knowledge that there is a way to become free from suffering, contemplating suffering actually encourages us to engage in the methods that will produce actual freedom. Like someone leaving a bad job, we think, she said, quoting Geshe-la, ‘Samsara bye bye!’

As this was Gen-la’s concluding teaching, she explained how to achieve liberation. She pointed out that delusions, in particular self-grasping ignorance, are for us who wish to eradicate them ’meaningful objects’. Recognising them in our own mind, in our own experience, is meaningful. ‘If we look with wisdom in the mirror of Dharma’ we can see how our own delusions cause our suffering and through that develop the happy mind of renunciation determined to eradicate them, especially self-grasping ignorance.

After this powerful encouragement, the day culminated with a wonderful Offering to the Spiritual Guide practice with a tsog offering. With the Temple full, and so many voices chanting together, it was easy to feel ourselves surrounded by all living beings and even to envision all beings in a pure land, liberated from suffering. During the tea break, Jim Belither read a beautiful dedication commemorating Geshe-la’s 40 years of kindness. 40 years! And here we are now, voices lifted together in joy. Thank you, Geshe-la, long may your activities continue and may you remain in our hearts forever.

The inner protection of spiritual experience

There’s an indescribable quality to meditating together with nearly 2000 practitioners in the Temple. Although each one of us is focused on our own mind, it’s communal, our meditations lifting each other, making it more powerful and blessed. And because we are all absorbed in the same object of meditation – in this case, the loving wish to make others happy – and connecting to the same Spiritual Guide, Guru Buddha Shakyamuni, the impact is visceral and creates a feeling of peace, joy and connection that pervades the entire Festival. It’s amazing to be part of something so powerfully beneficial.

Following the morning meditation, Gen-la Dekyong encouraged us in her teaching to come to a clear conclusion: I need to practice Buddha’s teachings. The sign of attainment of this would be that there is never a moment when we aren’t practicing Dharma. She distinguished between intellectual knowledge and actual experience, quoting from Geshe-la: ‘We need the inner protection of spiritual experience.’ Furthermore she said, ‘In every activity we should be practising our wisdom views and intentions. Every activity should be meditation. Never think that a busy life and Dharma are contradictory. The union of Dharma and daily life will naturally happen if you love the instructions’. The main point was that if we understand that authentic happiness comes from a peaceful mind we will decide that we need to practice Dharma, as only Dharma can give us inner peace.

Connecting this message with this afternoon’s teaching on death and karma made for a powerful combination. Gen-la spoke eloquently and passionately on the necessity of meditating on death every day. She said ‘the quick path of Mahamudra cannot bear fruit without it. It is the foundation for the house of Dharma.’ She said, ‘ Make this meditation your best friend’ and in this way refuse to allow our laziness of attachment to keep the door to the temple of Dharma realisations shut. We left the teaching empowered with the truth that “I may die today.”

In the evening the temple was packed for the Wishfulfilling Jewel puja with tsog offering. Inspired by the teachings, one could feel everyone connecting deeply with this joyful practice. And there it was again – that indescribable feeling of meditating and practising with nearly 2000 people – of feeling your ordinary experience and environment transformed, like the temple has become something more, an actual mandala of a Buddha. And in that moment enlightenment feels not only possible, but close.

Being Beneficial

Gen-la Dekyong began her commentary to How to Transform Your Life by talking about the qualities of a Buddha. Quoting from Introduction to Buddhism, she said that just as the sun’s nature is to shine, ‘being beneficial’ is a Buddha’s nature. Later she explained we have two things to do everyday: 1. Improve ourselves and 2. Benefit others. In fact, by improving ourselves we naturally benefit others, because then our nature is becoming beneficial and day by day we are drawing closer to enlightenment. Giving ourselves clear direction in this way makes our life simple, Gen-la said, and finding our purpose in life makes us feel fully alive. Otherwise we can be like a dog chasing its tail, a lot of activity but not a lot happening.


At the Festival we train in both improving ourselves and benefiting others. Through the guided morning meditations, the teachings, the discussions about Dharma spontaneously arising over lunch, between sessions and during walks, and the sublime evening Wishfulfilling Jewel puja everyone is engaged in practices of self-improvement. And as for benefitting others … opportunities abound. Because the Festival depends on everyone contributing, the Festival becomes an everyone benefitting everyone else bonanza. Which means everywhere you go, you receive service with a smile! Or else you are the one serving with a smile.

In the afternoon teaching Gen-la Dekyong gave us the transmission of the Introduction to How to Transform Your Life, in which we are introduced to the profound change of attitude from self-cherishing to cherishing others that lies at the heart of this practice. How to bring about this radical transformation will now be explained step by step. Bring it on!

Drawing closer to Buddha

Gen-la Dekyong opened the Buddha Shakyamuni empowerment with a message from Venerable Geshe-la:

Welcome everybody to the NKT International Festival. The NKT International Festivals are the special method to maintain the International Kadampa Buddhist Union from generation to generation. We should know this Union is very important. With this Union we can fulfill our own and others wishes easily. So please keep my message in your heart.
With much love and prayers,
Geshe Kelsang Gyatso

Gen-la asked us to contemplate the meaning of these words. Do we know how important is this Union? Do we know how it fulfills our own and others wishes?

In the morning meditation that preceded the empowerment, Gen-la Thubten had prepared us by guiding a meditation in feeling ourselves to be in the living presence of Buddha. We could hold this presence in our mind using our imagination or he said, quoting Geshe-la, we could simply gaze at the statue and experience it as actual living Buddha. And then he gave us lots of space to do just that, creating a very blessed feeling.

The whole empowerment seems like it unfolded within a rich inner absorption with Gen-la Dekyong’s soft tones drawing us into a tranquil contemplative state. In her introduction she led us into a deep appreciation for Buddha Shakyamuni, and in particular, emphasised the experience of emptiness and then guided us into it in meditation, as the basis for receiving the empowerment.



Afterwards, sitting on the lawn, there was a remarkable feeling pervading Festival. Everywhere you looked groups of people where engaged in joyful conversation, happiness emanating from a shared experience of the peace of a Buddha’s mind with which we had just connected. Gen-la ended with a strong encouragement to remain mindful. She said, ‘mostly we remember meaningless things. Now we have something so meaningful to remember: Guru Buddha Shakyamuni at our heart.’



Sunlight still pervaded the evening air with that beautiful northern Lake District light. Everywhere there were smiles, a feeling of being in a mandala, a vision of an alternative to our ordinary suffering world. It was extraordinary to be part of this International Kadampa Buddhist Union, experiencing that Union right here and now at the Festival, experiencing it fulfilling wishes and transforming the world.


40 years of kindness

Smiles, hugs and laughter abound as once again the International Kadampa family gathers at our mother centre, Manjushri KMC, for our Summer Festival. This year, 2017, there is a special poignant perspective. We are celebrating 40 years of kindness of our Venerable Spiritual Guide Geshe Kelsang Gyatso.

As Gen Rabten says in the evening’s introduction to the Festival, ‘Literally everywhere we look we see the manifestations of Venerable Geshe-la’s kindness. The temple, the statues, the Sangha, Manjushri Centre itself, the books, the Festival, the practitioners….’
What an immense cause of celebration and rejoicing! This appreciation and rejoicing will no doubt be setting the tone for the entire festival.

Gen Rabten said, Think of the energy Geshe-la has invested so as to provide us with everything we need for our path to Enlightenment. What gives someone that energy? Clearly Venerable Geshe-la sees in us what we don’t see: how great our capacity for happiness is, and our capacity to give happiness to others!

He said the Gen-la’s, the main festival teachers, would be sowing, through their teachings, the seeds in our mind for that potential for happiness to come to fruition and he then asked the question: What soil will those seeds be planted in? Gen Rabten then proceeded, with clarity and humour, to explain the six preparatory practices whereby we prepare our mind to receive Dharma so that we actually gain results.

 

As we exit the Temple, there are more hugs and greetings, as old friends meet up, and new friends are introduced. It’s a Festival, a celebration … but not an ordinary celebration … a celebration of Dharma, of a shared path to Enlightenment, and an opportunity to do something of real benefit to the world by bringing about a profound change in our hearts. And a celebration of the kindness of the Teacher who has given us this opportunity. How fortunate we are to be here!

See you next time

The last day of the Spring Festival 2017 concluded with the final two sublime retreat sessions led by Gen-la Thubten. Gen-la commented on how inspiring it is to see the temple full of so many people staying on for the whole festival experience. He explained how there is nothing else available in the year that compares spiritually to what is offered at an International Kadampa Festival. This is obvious to all those who have enjoyed this special experience and carry it on into their daily lives. He shared Geshe-la’s advice from the Summer Festival 2009 to please always cherish and increase our International Festivals.

He concluded by encouraging us all to come to the Summer Festival 2017, where we will have the opportunity to receive teachings on “How to Transform Your Life” from Gen-la Dekyong and Gen-la Khyenrab. Book now at https://kadampafestivals.org/summer

We hope you have enjoyed these photo blogs. See you again at the Summer Festival 2017!

See the spring festival blogs.

Retreat

‘You won’t be needing your head at all for this. From now on you want to do all your thinking in your heart,’ Gen-la Thubten said, introducing today’s retreat. He explained how Venerable Geshe-la has designed the Festivals so skilfully. First we receive the blessing of the empowerment, then the commentary to the practice (and further blessings), and then we take the teachings to heart and gain actual experience through the retreat.

There are five sessions on the first day, (with two more to come tomorrow) so the sessions are brief, only an hour long, and frequent. Each session leaves you a little hungry for more. Geshe-la’s new sadhanas, such as the Buddha Maitreya practice are so elegant and concise, covering all the essential practices with very few words, giving us plenty of time to really absorb into the meditations. It’s such a special opportunity and the blessings of being here at the Festival are so powerful! What a treat!

For the first four sessions the emphasis is on the preliminaries, refuge, bodhichitta, Guru Yoga, and emptiness. The last three will emphasize the practice of self-generation. After the session emphasizing emptiness, Gen-la Thubten gave some special advice for the meditation break. He said that we are so familiar with self-grasping, we’ve been misapprehending reality for countless eons! We need to gain continuous familiarity with emptiness. That’s why we need to maintain the experience of emptiness during the meditation break. We do this by recalling Venerable Geshe-la’s instruction from the book Oral Instructions of Mahamudra: We contemplate as we encounter the various phenomena during the break: Even though it appears, it doesn’t exist … like an illusion. Or we can think: Even though it doesn’t exist, it appears … like an illusion.
By the smiles on people’s faces it’s clear that we feel so fortunate to be able to do this retreat, deeply mixing our mind with these sublime practices … for the benefit of all.

The power of wishing love

The temperature may have cooled but Gen-la Jampa warmed our hearts with his meditative and and deeply heartfelt teaching on affectionate love and compassion. Quoting Geshe-la, Gen-la asked the challenging and topical question, ‘ With so many people causing harm how can we develop a warm heart of love towards them?’ The answer: Because they are our mothers and they are harming us only because of their delusions. ‘Delusions are our common enemy. The faults of person’s enemy cannot be the fault of the person.’ Gen-la Jampa said where we see ‘a bad, horrible person’, the Buddhas see ‘ a suffering mother overwhelmed by delusions.’ Therefore the only correct response is love and compassion.

This led to a wonderful contemplation on the power of wishing love to bring about world peace and solve all our problems. Gen-la Jampa advised us, “When you find yourself caught up in some small anger problem, or caught up in a mind of dissatisfaction, put down your phone, create your own minute of silence, and solve your problem with Dharma. Develop wishing love, thinking ‘How wonderful if everyone had the pure happiness of Enlightenment. May they have this. I myself will make this happen.’ ‘Go for refuge to love’, he advised.

In the afternoon, Gen-la Jampa’s concluding teaching, on Guru Yoga, was like a long guided meditation on the kindness of the Spiritual Guide. In particular he spoke about the kindness of Venerable Geshe Kelsang Gyatso Rinpoche. He said, ‘Look at the Dharma books on your bookshelf. Think of the wealth of wisdom and practices contained within them. Look at the prayer booklets, contemplate the Centers and Branches, the teachers, the Buddha images. Geshe-la has given us a happy life, a spiritual life … he’s given us Modern Buddhism.’

Here at the Festival we see that kindness in everything: sitting in the extraordinary Temple surrounded by our Sangha friends …are they not all gifts to us from our Spiritual Guide. Without Geshe-la we would have no Sangha friends, no Buddha, no Dharma. All the opportunities to create merit that the Festival provides … are they not gifts to us from our Guru? The magnificent Manjushri KMC, the gorgeous woodland paths and the beach along which we contemplate … are they not all special emanations of the Spiritual Guide. The whole Festival itself that brings joy to so many people and helps Dharma flourish throughout the world – is it not the most beautiful gift to us from our Spiritual Guide? From this point of view, just being here at the festival is like a form of Guru Yoga that naturally brings with it powerful blessings.

How can we ever begin to repay this kindness, Gen-la Jampa asked. The answer: By practicing and then sharing this wisdom. By helping to distribute Dharma. By cherishing our Center. We concluded with the new special prayer to Venerable Geshe-la as well the long-life prayer, and the focus and devotion in the temple was palpable.

Afterwards a friend said to me, ‘I can’t wait to help set up a branch in my local area.’ Yes!

Our limitless pure potential

‘In the experience of the meditation on emptiness there is no obstacle to generating our self as Buddha Maitreya’, Gen-la said in his beautifully clear morning teaching. ‘The self that we normally perceive as an ordinary, ignorant person can’t change, feels stuck. But in emptiness that self ceases – we realize it doesn’t exist – and all its faults and limitations cease as well and we are able to identify with our limitless pure potential.’

‘There is no obstacle.’ Gen-la Jampa showed us clearly how the experience of emptiness, and the extraordinary methods of Tantra (practiced in conjunction with Sutra) can bring us to enlightenment is such a simple, direct way. He showed us how in Sutra we can begin to identify ourselves as a ‘future Buddha of Loving-kindness’. And how in Tantra through correct imagination and wisdom we believe our potentiality is an actuality right now and identify with it, thinking “ I am the Buddha of Loving-kindness’. By remaining there, completely identified with that correct belief, the mental action of meditation will lead us to Enlightenment.

Now that people have settled in to the Festival, everywhere you go you see people discussing the teachings, reading their notes, contemplating the teachings. As one person said to me, there’s something about being at the Festival, and the power of the blessings here, that allows the teachings to go in deeper, to be heard and experienced at a different level.

In the afternoon, Gen-la Jampa again draws us into the beautiful and clear simplicity of the teachings as a direct path to Enlightenment. He explains the process of successful meditation and in particular the development of mindfulness and concentration. How eventually we can hold the pure appearance of our self as Buddha Maitreya in Tushita pure land for one minute (‘the best minute of our life!’), then five minutes, and so on, until we have the perfect concentration of tranquil abiding. ‘Cherish your formal meditation time,’ he said, ‘Enlightenment is not far away.’ He concluded with the explanation of the sublime practice known as the ‘the yoga of non-dual profundity and clarity’, whereby we experience the appearance of Buddha Maitreya and the pure land, and the emptiness of all phenomena, as non-dual, one object. Quoting Geshe-la, he said, ‘Emptiness and appearance are very comfortable together.’

After this profound teaching I turned to a friend, who, new to the teachings, is attending her first festival. I was a little concerned that she may not have been able to follow. Quite the contrary! ‘That was so beautiful’, she said with a serene look in her eyes.

Blessings!

Emanations

The heat wave finally broke minutes before the Maitreya empowerment with a massive rainstorm that ushered us all swiftly into the temple. To the backdrop of the sound of heavy rainfall Gen-la Jampa introduced us to Buddha Maitreya, the Buddha of loving kindness, with the famous story of Asanga who spent 12 years in solitary retreat in order to have a direct vision of Buddha Maitreya. Whenever he became discouraged a strange encounter, such as with a man filing a piece of iron with a peacock feather, would encourage Asanga to continue. The compassion Asanga developed for a wounded dog finally purified his mind sufficiently to see Maitreya directly, who explained to Asanga that actually he had been with him all the time as the man, the dog and all the other encouraging appearances had been emanations of Maitreya protecting and guiding him.

During the empowerment we regard the empowering teacher, in this case, Gen-la Jampa as an emanation of Buddha Maitreya and we imagine we are in Maitreya’s pure land. This special view opens us to the extraordinary possibility of our own enlightenment. From this perspective it looks like the whole festival is part of the empowerment and that everyone and everything within it is an emanation leading us to Maitreya’s pure land: Gen Tubchen’s beautiful and clear morning meditations on developing affectionate love, our Sangha friends and our lunchtime conversations, the temple stewards, the cooks, the food servers and washer-uppers, the behind-the-scene managers, the cafe volunteers, the evening puja – are they not all functioning as emanations taking us into the heart of a Buddha Maitreya.

And not just the manifestly beneficial things but the challenging ones too: the lunch queues, the volunteer jobs, the person coughing, even the rainstorm itself – are they not all emanations of Buddha Maitreya encouraging us to practice Dharma? How kind is the whole Festival! If we choose to look with wisdom we can see ourselves surrounded by emanations giving us a clear vision of a magnificent world in which we are all drawing close to Enlightenment.

As we exit the temple with Buddha Maitreya firmly planted in our hearts the rain, gentle now, still falls, like a gentle rain of blessings nourishing the seeds of enlightenment sewn in our hearts.

Choose love

Landing in Manchester Airport in radiant sunshine but all the flags are at half-mast. Another tragic event, another act of violence. For us, another affirmation of the truth of Dharma: I may die today.

Online, I watch a Manchester poet recite a moving poem in the town square to the large gathering there. ‘Choose love’, he says in conclusion.

This weekend we who are traveling to the International Spring Festival at Manjushri KMC are choosing love. People are traveling from all over the world to this special place to receive the empowerment of Buddha Maitreya, the Buddha of loving kindness, from Gen-la Jampa, whose name means Maitreya, means Love.

Choose love. A friend, traveling to the Festival, posts online: ‘I’m looking forward to hearing about a more beautiful world our hearts know is possible today.’ So true. So necessary. In these days of global insecurity and violence are we not fortunate to be able to attend a Festival in which we hear about and directly experience an alternative way of being arising from our practice of Dharma?

On the train going north the international family begins to gather. Sitting with five people, five nationalities are represented. Altogether, as Gen-la Jampa informs us in his introductory talk, we are 1400 people from 31 countries. Welcome home, he says, and then gives us encouragement directly from Venerable Geshe Kelsang to continually maintain a peaceful mind through listening to teachings and contemplating their meaning so that we will be happy all the time and show a good example for everyone, including our family.

The talk is on the benefits of affectionate love. Quoting Geshe-la, Gen-la Jampa says, ‘If everyone trained in affectionate love then all fighting and quarreling would come to an end. I guarantee this.’ In his gentle way, Gen-la Jampa encourages us to check whether we are actually progressing in our practice of love: in a group, are we genuinely happy to be with anyone? When we see someone, do we feel they are important? We conclude with the determination to develop a warm heart and feel close to everyone.

In other words, not just to choose love, but to actually accomplish this beautiful mind through a clear method. And then tomorrow we will receive special blessings to help us do so swiftly. How fortunate.

Profound Knowledge

“At the Festival we feel ourselves changing. And it’s that sense of possibility we want to bring home with us to share with everyone else.”

On the final day of Fall Festival, downtown Toronto is teeming with Kadampas making their way to the Metro Convention Centre with their luggage.

It’s always a welcoming sight at a Fall Festival when Kadampas are spotted everywhere. We descend on an international city and make a mark, particularly our ordained Sangha. One taxi driver asked a Festival goer what the main points were from the Conference and a delighted Kadampa tried to give the essence of the teachings and explained the ultimate goal is a blissfully peaceful mind.

Gen-la Khyenrab continued to give commentary to the New Essence of Vajrayana and emphasized how this practice can cut our attachment but the power of the practice depends upon us holding the profound knowledge of emptiness.

To conclude, Gen-la gave some beautiful advice. He said at Festivals we get so many blessings and we are with our Sangha, our spiritual community. “We make pure minds together. At home when we’re on our own, remember that all those people are with us. They are with us and our Spiritual Guide.”

Closer to Vajrayogini

Gen-la Khyenrab said his teaching on the 11 Yogas, which he concluded this morning, was not a detailed commentary, but more like a blessing transmission. We should see it as an encouragement to study Venerable Geshe-la’s commentaries ourselves so that we understand the practices precisely. Put time into studying, he encouraged us. It’s worth it and will give rise to a huge reward, more than anything in samsara. He advised us to keep New Guide to Dakini Land by our bed and to read a little bit each day.

He also encouraged us to practice. ‘Once you’ve tasted the experience of Vajrayogini you’ll never turn back. But to gain this experience we need to put quality time into our practice. We need quality time with the Guru, not just with the kids!’

In the afternoon he began his brief commentary on the body mandala of Buddha Heruka, based on the practice New Essence of Vajrayana. The day concluded with a beautiful Wishfulfilling Jewel with tsog.

Afterwards there is a sense of the Festival winding down. There is still another meditation and teaching tomorrow but people are beginning to make their goodbyes. But everywhere I go I hear the same refrain: Hasn’t it been an amazing festival? Hasn’t it been wonderful?

Creating Peace

Another beautiful, clear day here in Toronto. “It’s not always like this,” I’m reliably told by a Canadian, but for us out-of towner festival goers our Toronto seems like a beautiful appearance that is quite easy to integrate with Keajra, Vajrayogini’s pure land. And as we learn today it this integration and transformation that is the very essence of Highest Yoga Tantra.

It is the first day of the commentary, and Gen-la Khyenrab explains the 11 Yogas, or main practices, of Vajrayogini. He says in Highest Yoga Tantra we “harness what we do in samsara in such a way as to take us out of samsara”. Case in point, enjoying things. Gen-la explains how normally when we enjoy things, the pleasure give rise to attachment which in turn creates suffering. But with the yoga of experiencing nectar we learn to ‘hijack the process of pleasure by recalling emptiness.’ In this way our pleasure is conjoined with wisdom and becomes a path to attaining the clear light of bliss. We ‘are not transforming attachment, but preventing it. It’s contraception for attachment!’

With great skill, Gen-la takes us through the essential points of the practice. Even though the practice is extensive, Gen-la leaves us feeling encouraged and wanting to practice. As he says, ‘in the Guru’s pure land, he sees us all as enlightened beings, so why would we have a problem practicing’. If we connect our mind with our Spiritual Guide’s mind, we receive blessings and then anything is possible, even our own enlightenment.

That sense of possibility and meaningful enjoyment pervades the whole festival environment. Everywhere you go in between the sessions you see Sangha friends enjoying themselves in our ‘pure land’ version of Toronto. We are enjoying the water front, the cafes and restaurants, maybe even a ride up the Space Needle, but really what we enjoying are the blessings of listening to and talking about and practicing Dharma, connecting to the Buddhas, and relying upon Sangha. At the Festival we feel ourselves changing. And it’s that sense of possibility we want to bring home with us to share with everyone else.

Rare and Precious Practices

Crisp air, cloudless blue skies and a stunning autumn clarity greet us this morning. The outer clarity is a reminder of the inner clarity that is the very nature of Vajrayogini. As Gen-la Khyenrab explains in today’s beautiful Vajrayogini empowerment, Vajrayogini is the manifestation of the wisdom of the clear light of bliss.

Clarity and concision again characterize Gen-la Khyenrab’s presentation. He first encourages everyone by explaining the benefits of Vajrayogini practice. The first benefit is that we will receive great and powerful blessings. The ensuing empowerment bears witness to just that.

The meditations and visualizations within the Vajrayogini empowerment are sublime and profound. Gen-la takes us through them step by step so that even beginners feel engaged and clearly guided. It seems with every passing year our Kadampa Buddhism becomes more modern, essential, and easy to integrate.

In the afternoon Gen-la Jampa gives the traditional post-empowerment question and answer session. His lighthearted and practical answers inspires confidence that we can integrate this practice into our daily lives. Don’t try to push all this knowledge into your mind, he says. Relax, feel fortunate, and give yourselves time to learn gradually.

During the breaks we are assisted in feeling fortunate by strangers calling out ‘happy thanksgiving’ wherever we go. Turns out it’s Thanksgiving Day in Canada. It’s also Dakini Day, so we do Offering to the Spiritual Guide dedicated to the long life of Venerable Geshe-la. Meditating and chanting within an awesome assembly of practitioners, old and new, we celebrate his kindness in bestowing upon us and our world the unbelievable gifts we have been receiving. Happy Thanksgiving!

Great Good Fortune

Today was a wondrous day. Today we received the highest yoga tantra empowerment of Buddha Heruka, an experience, as Genla Khyenrab pointed out, of great good fortune. And don’t we know it … as the meditation hall gradually filled, the air was full of anticipation.

Gen-la Khyenrab conducted the empowerment with exceptional clarity and concision. The Heruka empowerment consists of a series of empowerments through which which we receive the blessings for our future attainments of Heruka’s body, speech and mind. Gen-la kept his explanations brief, focusing instead on the individual empowerments, allowing each one to flow into the next seamlessly. This allowed us to remain undistracted, absorbed in meditation, throughout the empowerment.

Even those experiencing the empowerment for the first time commented on the clarity. One person said to me, ‘it wasn’t as complex as I’d been led to believe’. Among all the newly empowered that I spoke to there was so much joy and gratitude.

Having just received the empowerment of the blue deity Heruka, we spilled out on to the Toronto streets only to be met by thousands of blue clad people streaming by us. Were we still in Heruka’s mandala? Or were these people Toronto Blue Jay fans on their way to the game? Of course, as we’d just been training in, that depends on our mind. With a pure mind we will experience a pure world. The empowerment is such a powerful event, directly showing us the pure land as an actual possibility. Great good fortune indeed. And there’s more to come ….

Meaningful Meditations

With great clarity, Gen-la Jampa guides two meditations in the morning, helping us to set the best of intentions for the Heruka empowerment. In the first, the focus is on renunciation, the wish for permanent liberation from the sufferings of samsara. Gen-la Jampa emphasizes that renunciation is a joyful mind. He says it is a mind of great wisdom, so happy in the knowledge that there is a solution. In the second meditation we cultivate bodhichitta, the wish to attain enlightenment. In particular, we juxtapose our current powerlessness when it comes to truly helping others with the ability to help that we would have if we were enlightened.

During the lunch break, downtown Toronto is teeming with smiling Kadampas. Considering that we are walking along a busy street in a major metropolis the experience is extraordinary. I feel like I am on the friendliest street in the world, where everyone you see is responding with smiles, waves, hugs. Kadampa Festivals have the power to transform their environments into resembling pure lands. But it’s one thing to see that happen within an enclosed space like Manjushri KMC, it’s another thing entirely to see several city blocks transformed in this way. It’s clear why we need Kadampa Festivals in our world creating visions of peace.

In the afternoon, Gen-la Khyenrab guides us through the first stages of the Heruka empowerment, mainly preparing us for the actual empowerments that come tomorrow. He takes us through the first part of the ceremony, whereby everyone in the assembly is symbolically reborn as vajra brothers and sisters, part of the same spiritual family. We are taught that the real protection is love. It is this shared experience of love that is transforming an impersonal convention center and impersonal downtown streets into areas of great warmth and interconnection, into a mandala, in which we sense the extraordinary potential of our human lives, the possibility of enlightenment for everyone.

Tonight we look for signs in our dreams, and tomorrow we enter Heruka’s pure land.

A Blessed Place

Just below Toronto’s Space Needle, the iconic CN Tower, Kadampas from all over the world, close to 2500 of us, streamed into the Convention Centre for the beginning of the International Fall Festival 2016. The large conference room had been transformed into a beautiful meditation hall, and the room was packed for Gen-la Khyenrab’s introductory talk. Four massive video screens hung from the ceilings so that everyone felt very connected to Gen-la during his gently incisive and compelling teaching.

Gen-la welcomed us all with a message from Venerable Geshe-la encouraging us to maintain a happy mind through out the Festival by listening, contemplating and meditating on the teachings. Gen-la said, I suggest we all do this as a sublime offering to our Spiritual Guide. The key is to forget our problems and focus on Dharma. However due to our uncontrolled desire for the fulfillment of our wishes we forget to do this! Gen-la suggested the antidote to this laziness of attachment: meditate on death, so that we seek pure happiness through Dharma. We still enjoy things, he said, but with wisdom so that our enjoyment is integrated with Dharma.

Gen-la then gave a brief introduction to the three principal minds taught in sutra: renunciation, bodhichitta, and emptiness. With his no-fuss manner and his clear and confident (and funny!) presentation, Gen-la makes the truth of the Dharma seem so self-evident. As he said, when we recognize the truth of suffering, that all samsara is suffering, we simply lose interest in samsara. It’s not a struggle to do so. It’s just wisdom.

During the bodhichitta section, Gen-la quoted from the New Eight Step to Happiness, that ‘the more we think about emanations (of Buddhas), the more we begin to think that everyone is an emanation.’

Sitting near the back in that long conference room, I looked at Gen-la emanating on the screens in front of me. Physically far away, but due to the kindness of modern technology, right there in front of me! Similarly if we regard everyone as an emanation of the Buddhas, that special view will bring the Buddhas close to us, right into our hearts. Surrounded by several thousand sincere practitioners, now is the time to train in this pure view. And tomorrow the empowerment begins for real.

A life of great meaning

On the final day of the festival we watched the play of the life story of Buddha. Acted, directed and choreographed entirely by practicing Kadampa Buddhists, the play captures the dignity, wisdom and supreme kindness with which Buddha lived his life, inspiring us all to do the same.

As venerable Geshe-la says, the play is not ordinary. Usually we can only hear or read Buddha’s teachings, but with the play we can directly see how Buddha lived his life and let this teach us.

After the play, Gen-la Dekyong, the NKT General Spiritual Director, shared some final words of advice. She said what particularly touched her from watching the play this year was Buddha’s promise to Angulimala, ‘I promise you will accomplish realisations’. Gen-la said that is what we have received at this year’s Festival.

Then, it was time to leave the festival, carrying the wisdom we had learnt back into our daily lives to maintain our inner peace and bring happiness to our families. This year, more than ever before, people leaving the festival were heading in their hundreds to various post festival retreats to deepen their experience even further!

Creating Peace

Each morning of the festival, trucks and vans wind their way up the lane to the priory as local farms and shops bring their produce to feed and supply the festival.

After many years of festivals, a beautiful relationship has developed between these local companies and the priory. Each delivery is met with smiling faces and warm hearts, something that has furthered the good reputation of Kadampa Buddhists throughout the local area.

Most inspiring to those delivering goods to the festival, though, is that everyone working here is a volunteer. Hundreds of people from all over the world devote their summer holiday time to come to the festival and use their skills to help make the NKT International Summer Festival possible.




Throughout the building and grounds, volunteers are cooking, cleaning and repairing. Lending their skills as electricians and plumbers, doctors and cooks, to create the harmonious and peaceful atmosphere that is the annual Kadampa family gathering.


Relax on Retreat

For the next two days, retreaters have the opportunity to bath their minds in Buddha’s blessings.

In today’s sessions, Gen Ananda guided everyone through the stages of Heruka Tantra, exhorting us to emulate Venerable Geshe-la’s example of deeply enjoying his practice.


Expanding on Gen-la Khyenrab’s advice to bring our prayer booklets to life by making our own sadhana – method for gaining spiritual experience – Gen Ananda helped us to make a personal connection with these special meditations.


Relaxing into the knowledge that everything is imagination, and thus, by developing a pure mind, we create a pure world around us, everyone allowed themselves to enjoy the inner stillness of retreat.




Practise yourself and then teach

In the final day of the teachings, we learnt how to overcome distracted, discontented minds through a special method to transform our daily enjoyments into the quick path to enlightenment.

By offering the food, drink, music, conversations and companionship we enjoy each day to the Buddhas at our hearts we can maintain a peaceful happy mind, that is easily contented and feels deeply satisfied all the time.




Although the topics covered in these last few days of teachings have been so profound, Gen-la Khyenrab marveled at how Venerable Geshe-la continuously finds new ways of presenting these meditations that are ever more straightforward and accessible to modern people. All across the festival site, people shared their experience of how moved they have been this year and how much their confidence has grown through hearing these teachings.


At the end of the final teaching of the oral transmission, Gen-la shared the words Venerable Geshe-la had concluded with: ‘Now you have received the transmission, which means it has been passed to you, so now my job is finished. Now you need to do your job: practise yourself and then teach, this is your job.’ Smiling at everyone, Gen-la then waved goodbye. We finished the day with special prayers to safeguard the insights that have dawned in our hearts, and prepared to enter into retreat to grow them further.



The Power of Correct Imagination

The day began with Kadam Morten leading us through the preliminary stages of meditation on Heruka Tantra – from developing the wisdom fear of samsara’s dangers that helps us turn our hearts to the spiritual path, through to harnessing the power of correct imagination to create a pure world for ourselves and all people.

Between sessions, remembering the profound truth of emptiness – that our mind creates our world – festival goers held on to the pure mind they had developed in meditation and enjoyed the pure world that arose from that place.

In the teachings, Gen-la Khyenrab continued to share the special scientific methods of Buddha’s tantric technology, showing how we can transform the different levels of our mind into enlightened experience quickly and easily. Through these very meditations many people in previous generations, such as Gyalwa Ensapa, attained enlightenment within three years!

Throughout the festival, there has been a growing sense of confidence that these deep  meditative experiences truly are within our grasp. Through the kindness of our unequalled spiritual guide, every good condition has been gathered for us to be able transform our lives into a blissful spiritual journey.

These profound and transformative practices all arise from an understanding of emptiness. Sharing Venerable Geshe-la’s words, Gen-la Khyenrab explained the kindness of emptiness: ‘If something inherently exists it is impossible to change … but since emptiness is right everything can be changed.’ Because of the truth of emptiness all suffering can disappear and pure worlds and beings can arise. How wonderful!

Our Spiritual Potential

Today Gen-la Khyenrab began the transmission of the precious Heruka Body Mandala instruction which is the key that opens door to the deepest inner peace. Sharing Venerable Geshe-la’s words with us, we learnt of the stillness of great bliss that ‘is coming from the depths of the heart’ through which the mind becomes ‘very subtle, calm, peaceful, joyful and very sharp’.


Gen-la illuminated the reasons why these special spiritual practices are so powerful for us even in these turbulent times, and how perhaps even our mother or father, our brother or sister could be emanations helping us fulfill our deepest spiritual potential.

As Venerable Geshe-la’s root guru, Trijang Dorjechang wrote: ‘As times become ever more impure, Your power and blessings ever increase, And you care for us quickly, as swift as thought; O Heruka Father and Mother, to you I prostrate.’

Through understanding that our precious lineage gurus, Je Phabongkha, Trijang Dorjechang, Ling and Song Rinpoche all became living Heruka, we can know that simply by following their examples we will naturally become just like them. What could be more empowering than this?!

Throughout the priory grounds, trainee yogis and yoginis, gathered their minds inwards in meditation. Following in the footsteps of the great meditators of the past they embarked on a journey deep into the heart where the most profound truths can be enjoyed.





Illuminating Meanings

The weather, contrasting between radiant clear skies and sudden dark clouds, feels dramatic and epic – a perfect backdrop to the dramatic and epic teaching/transmission being given by Gen-la Khyenrab. Note-takers are finding it hard to keep up as the inspiring transmission from Venerable Geshe-la continues to pour forth.

This morning the focus is on the seven-limb prayer from the Hundreds of Deities sadhana. Most are already familiar with this prayer as it is almost identical to the prayer in Heart Jewel practice, the daily practice at our Centers worldwide. However, the new sadhana supplies pithy and concise commentary to each verse. In addition to this Gen-la transmits from Geshe-la illuminating elaborations on different aspects of the practice, helping us eliminate faults and ensure our practice is truly effective.

The festival feels like one big seven-limb prayer, as collectively we engage in purifying, making offerings, developing faith in our Spiritual Guide, requesting teachings etc., all dedicated to the long life of our Spiritual Guide and to the flourishing of Dharma.

On the topic of rejoicing, Gen-la Khyenrab teaches on the deeds of our Spiritual Guide, Venerable Geshe-la, how Geshe-la first he studied and practiced, then did long meditation retreat, before coming to the West, teaching extensively, and accomplishing so much for the sake of the Dharma and living beings.

Here, rejoicing in our Spiritual Guide is easy. All we need to do is walk around the Festival grounds.  See how we are surrounded by practitioners from all over the world.  Look at the array of teachings and retreats on offer at amazing retreat facilities, temples and centers again all over the world. Notice the dedication of everyone here, helping facilitate the flourishing of Kadam Dharma worldwide. What our Spiritual Guide has accomplished is truly astounding. I rejoice!

Modern Buddhism

I’m not sure what I expected, but it wasn’t this! It’s the first day of the second week of the Festival. Gen-la Khyenrab is going be giving ten teachings over the next five days on Parts 2 and 3 of Oral Instructions of Mahamudra, both of which focus on sadhanas, or chanted prayers. So surely the main Mahamudra transmission had been given in week one, right? What was left?

As it turns out … a lot!

Gen-la Khyenrab gives us a direct transmission from the teachings given by Venerable Geshe-la last year in a London, supplemented with other quotes from Geshe-la’s works and occasional comments from Gen-la. It’s like drinking nectar directly from the hose, a torrent of wisdom flowing forth in an unstoppable stream. What we are receiving is essentially a blueprint for our tradition, Kadampa Buddhism for the modern world, full of wonderful clarifications, explanations, encouragements. The focus in the temple is intense, with no one wanting to miss a single word. After the teachings the buzz of enthusiasm is palpable.

A few words cannot begin to do justice to the extent of the teachings. Some of the topics covered: the lineage, the union of Lamrim and Mahamudra, how to rely purely on a Spiritual Guide, the union of Sutra and Tantra, key differences between ancient Buddhism and modern Buddhism, and the ancient Kadampa tradition and the new Kadampa tradition, the importance of Highest Yoga Tantra in the modern world, how to generate bodhichitta according to Highest Yoga Tantra … and much much more!

One tasty morsel: Quoting Geshe-la, Gen-la transmitted how in Tibet the Dharma Centres were monasteries, in which ordained practitioners lived apart from lay people and society. In our Modern Buddhist Dharma Centres we do not discriminate between ordained and lay practitioners. Rather we practice, live and work together. We respect each other’s differences, and regard both as equally precious. Both are Sangha Jewels because for us the main Sangha Jewel is the Bodhisattva Sangha Jewel, as we together, on the basis of our Bodhisattva vow, strive for enlightenment for the benefit of all.

Looking around at the festival this is everywhere in evidence. Monks, nuns, and lay people all working together as equals to help flourish the Dharma and to create good conditions for practice for everyone else. Meditating, discussing, working, enjoying … together. It is so beautiful to see. Everyone receiving benefit from everyone else, being inspired and encouraged by each other’s way of practice. Real friendships, spiritual friendships, are in evidence everywhere. Friendships that will sustain us throughout our spiritual lives as together we take this sublime transmission deeply to heart, gradually realise it and then use it to help others throughout our world.

The Free Day

It’s the day off. Not a day off from Dharma … there’s no such thing! Just a day of practising Dharma in a different context. And we are very fortunate as it’s a sun filled, beautiful day of stunning clarity. Loads of people head out to enjoy the Lake District just north of Manjushri KMC, with its pristine waters and beautiful rolling hills and low mountains. Some people choose to walk around Ulverston, enjoying the charms of our local and historic market town. Some people stay back at the Manjushri KMC to volunteer and prepare for 400 new arrivals for week 2 of the festival. Some people have a quiet day of meditating and studying on the Festival grounds.

For everyone, it’s a chance to just pull back for a moment, catch our breath and recharge for what is to come. One person, walking back to her accommodation while enjoying the evening light so that is remarkable here in the north of England, thought to herself, ‘I’ve had a wonderful day off. And now I can’t wait to get back to the festival tomorrow!’

Perfect Day

It’s a rainy, drizzly day. Or as Gen Devi puts it, a perfect day for retreat. A perfect day to go in, to go inwards to our heart. It’s amazing, she says, that the way out of our suffering life is to go in. And in we go, deeply in, right in to the central channel and the indestructible drop within our heart chakra. Today we do the three completion stage practices known as the yogas of the central channel, drop and wind. If done skilfully and correctly, on the bases of a pure motivation, reliance on our Spiritual Guide and wisdom, these practices can help us to swiftly actualize our very subtle mind, the mind of clear light. Through manifesting this mind we can achieve enlightenment swiftly. In his new book, Oral Instructions of Mahamudra, Venerable Geshe-la presents these practices so succinctly and precisely. Gen Devi guides the meditations with her soothing voice and delighted manner, and it’s amazing how still the temple, brimming with bodies, can become. You sense everyone going in, deeply in, and then gently abiding there. It’s a wonderful feeling.



And even when the meditation session finishes, everyone stays in. Due to the rain, almost everyone seeks shelter. They huddle inwards, beneath the raincoats and the umbrellas. The cafes and creperie are fully occupied. The normally voluminous main corridor of Manjushri KMC is overflowing with people, every seat taken. Trying to find a place to drink tea with a friend I ended up having to walk to the top floor to find a step on the staircase to sit on! And everyone you talk to is so encouraged. ‘These meditations make it feel like enlightenment really is possible,’ someone comments.


Every session is just as still, just as focused. There is a pervading sense of immense good fortune. We know how rare it is to have the opportunity to receive such teachings, let alone do retreat on them amidst such a great assembly of practitioners from all over the world. It’s inspiring to see such dedication and such joy. It’s … a perfect day.




Dream like appearances

Retreat day. Gen Devi, smiling with the joy of her meditation, says that meditating in the company of 3000 people, allows us to be like a seagull soaring on a slipstream, soaring on the slipstream of the collective focus of all these minds right into a deep absorption on our object of meditation.



We spend a couple of sessions on the clarity of the very subtle mind, and then a couple on the emptiness of the self. In each session the temple and marquees are completely full and yet breathtakingly still and focussed. It is a wonderful feeling. Afterwards there is noticeable inward focus as people quietly leave the temple.



It is a beautiful day – a beautiful day to walk through the woods down to the bay, enjoying the play of light on the leaves, and the sparkles of light on the rushing water in the estuary – seeing it all as a dream-like mere appearance to the mind, using these appearances to enhance our experience of the meditation. Down on the beach people are meditating or reading the Oral Instructions of Mahamudra. Everywhere you hear the sound of people discussing the Dharma. There is so much joyful enthusiasm for the practice, a collective sense of moving forward, of going deeper into the actual experience of the Dharma. As one Festival-goer put it: I used to think mahamudra was so complicated. But it all seems possible now, it”s within reach.




Just Imagine

Overheard in a queue: ‘These teachings are making me want to read and study the books more’. Everywhere you look you see people studying, reading, even memorising some of the key passages which Gen-la Dekyong says Geshe-la has encouraged us to memorise. In the book Oral Instructions it says often ‘recite mentally in your heart’. It is through internalising the teachings that we will be able to then absorb deeply into them in meditation, especially in our upcoming two day retreat.



The teachings today focused on the three completion stage meditations of the central channel, the drop and the wind. Gen-la Dekyong mainly gave us the transmission directly from the book. At one point she gave us a long passage from Venerable Geshe-la’s London teachings (the oral instructions of the Oral Instructions, as she called them) containing wonderful words of encouragement. ‘The view of Highest Yoga Tantra is unbelievable. It’s the real truth. It’s not intellectual. It’s so practical and so wonderful. Initially it may seem that these practices (eg. envisioning yourself as a Buddha, training in absorbing your inner winds into your central channel) are a silly idea. If things existed inherently then that would be correct. But there is no thing existing from its own side. Everything in reality is imagination. Correct imagination is the life of Highest Yoga Tantra.’


Gen-la Dekyong said that Geshe-la has said that if you can’t imagine yourself becoming a Buddha then you will never become them. With each new practice that she introduced she encouraged us to imagine being able to do it (eg. absorb our inner winds, develop an illusory body). As Geshe-la has said: Everything begins in the imagination.


Tomorrow we have the opportunity to take these ‘unbelievable’ Highest Yoga Tantra teachings to heart in retreat. Geshe-la said we should think: ‘How wonderful if other people throughout the world have the opportunity to gain this kind of knowledge.’ Of course, that depends on us gaining true experience of this special knowledge. Imagine that! And tomorrow we begin to make it happen.




Wisdom Arising

It is wonderful to start the day meditating with several thousand people in the temple. In his gentle way Gen-la Jampa reminds us of what we will be focussing on (the new Guru Yoga prayer from the Oral Instructions). Having set us up, when we reach the appropriate point in the sadhana, we enter directly into the meditation. The experience of meditating together in this way can’t be described, and of course everyone’s experience is unique. But one thing’s for sure. It is profoundly beneficial and blessed.

In the morning class, Gen-la Dekyong explains how to realize the self correctly, as a mere appearance to mind not other than emptiness. Quoting Geshe-la she explains that this type of understanding is not commonly known but is an oral instruction. Teachings like this show how important Dharma is to modern life. It is because of misperceiving the self that living beings experience hallucination-like sufferings in samsara life after life. If we correctly perceive the self as the union of appearance and emptiness there will be no suffering. But without Dharma teachings how will we ever correctly identify the self? That’s why, as Gen-la concludes, everybody needs Dharma.

As Gen-la is teaching you can hear a background murmur as the row of translators immediately translate her words into 13 languages (including the recently added Finnish, Russian and Hindi) so that everyone from the 53 countries represented here can hear the Dharma in their own language. It’s moving to contemplate that the teachings of the Wisdom Buddha immediately appear in these many different aspects. As a result these teachings will literally travel the globe. Everybody needs Dharma. Due to the kindness of Venerable Geshe-la more and more people are being given access to it.

As we settle into the Festival, we feel the Festival settling into us. The sense of peace and happiness increases. The sense of optimism and possibility … not just for ourself but for our world. We feel ourself changing, through the power of the Dharma, the Sangha family, and the blessings that permeate the Festival. Our sense of our self changes. As a result the notion of one day realizing the self correctly as a mere appearance to mind not other than emptiness no longer seems farfetched. Quite the opposite. If we keep practicing, keep creating the causes, the effect of wisdom will arise. And then we will be able to teach and truly help others. Because everyone needs Dharma.

Dharma solves our problems

In this morning’s teaching, Gen-la Dekyong mostly focuses on the third preliminary guide of purification. She interweaves passages from the book Oral Instructions of Mahamudra with her notes from the transmission Geshe-la gave to a small group in London, adding in some personal encouragement from her side. The clarity of the new presentation combined with the surprisingly personal stories from Geshe-la has us all enthralled.

What do we need, Gen-la asked. The answer: a pure mind. Samsara is the appearance to an impure mind. Happiness is the appearance to a pure mind. If we transform an impure mind to a pure mind, there is no suffering. Therefore we need to purify our mind.

In addition to explaining the powerful purification practice of reciting Vajrasattva’s mantra, Gen-la said the main Kadampa purification practice is happily accepting whatever arises, especially difficulties. Quoting Geshe-la, she said that for lojong (training the mind) practitioners samsara is like a pure world for them personally. They are not harmed by external bad conditions because they happily accept.

Although in general the conditions here at the Festival are wonderful, we still need to practice happily accepting. After all there are around 3000 people gathered together here. There’s a lot of queueing (easily transformed into Dharma discussion), some accommodations are less comfortable than others (although one camper told me she sleeps better here than at home!) and we might get rained on. Of course, some people are experiencing grave difficulties such as sickness. And yet everywhere you look you see smiles. People are happily accepting, and hence purifying, accumulating merit, receiving blessings and acquiring an invaluable skill to bring back home. We are all learning naturally just through being here how Dharma solves our problems.

Lineage Blessings

There is no greater good fortune than to be able to receive the transmission of the oral instructions of Mahamudra, Gen-la Dekyong said this morning during her teaching. She explained that a transmission is In dependence upon these lineage blessings and sincere practice we can accomplish enlightenment in one life “easily without any difficulty”, she said, quoting Venerable Geshe-la. Je Tsongkhapa’s disciples accomplished this, as did the disciples of our Lineage Gurus Phabongkha and Trijang Rinpoche. Now we have the same opportunity.

Actually, Gen-la said, quoting Geshe-la, we have more opportunity than in the past and can accomplish these realisations more easily. Why? Because our conditions for the development of Dharma in our hearts and in the world are wonderful.

Here at the Festival, it is easy to see how wonderful our conditions are. Who gave us these great conditions? Our Spiritual Guide has of course supplied us with everything we need to practice Dharma, including these Oral Instructions. But at the festival we can also see that we are giving these wonderful conditions to each other. Here everyone is serving everybody else, volunteering to perform the roles that support us all.

The temple stewards guide us to our seats. The cooks, food choppers, carriers, and servers keep us well-fed. The pot washers clean up our mess. The ground patrollers look after our safety. The cleaning and restocking is constant. The video and sound crew enable thousands of us to hear and enjoy the teachings. At the cafes the many volunteers keep the coffees, teas and cakes coming. Playful adults keep the kids entertained so the parents can attend the classes, and behind the scenes, so many people are working hard to keep everything flowing smoothly.

As these International Festivals are a key condition for the flourishing of Dharma globally, we are, all together, supplying the conditions for Dharma for everyone. The festival is a beautiful dependent arising, arising from our collective good hearts. No wonder the result is an environment that engenders faith in the possibility of a pure land, a pure joyful loving experience of the world. This opportunity to create and participate in something so good and meaningful is Venerable Geshe-la’s gift to all of us and to our world. Wonderful conditions indeed!

Festival Arrivals

We come by plane, by train, by bus, by car – traveling from near (just down the road) and far (the other side of the world) – to be greeted by the magical spires of Manjushri Kadampa Meditation Center, mother center of the New Kadampa Tradition and home of our International Summer Festival 2016.

We come to experience a ‘microcosm of hope’, as Gen Rabten explained it during his evening Festival Introduction, a truly international gathering pervaded by harmony when we are so accustomed to a world of conflict. We come to experience our ‘Sangha family’, Gen Rabten said, deep friendships, meaningful conversations – all while standing in a lunch queue talking to whoever is next to you.

But mostly we come to experience the Oral Instructions of Mahamudra, the actual transmission of this most precious treasure of our tradition, the heart song of our teacher, the great yogi, Venerable Geshe Kelsang Gyatso Rinpoche, the master key that unlocks our prison of samsara, which we can then share with others so that they can unlock theirs.

After poetically extolling the qualities of the teaching we are about to receive, Gen Rabten gave an inspiring teaching on how to listen so as to be able to take the teachings to heart and put them into practice.

A wondrous and still light sky greeted us as we exited the temple. Joy and enthusiasm was everywhere – and we are here, we’ve arrived! Let the transmission begin!

the final day of the Festival

Maybe it’s the blessings but the woods this morning look impossibly beautiful: a citadel of illuminated leaves, a symphony of melodious birdsong, the receding waters of the estuary glittering like countless diamonds. The tents are coming down; it’s the final day of the Festival. Across a branch a drying towel’s slogan announces ‘Be awesome today!

Good idea but how? In the succinctly guided retreat we keep familiarizing ourself with the special view of the Festival: Dorje Shugden as the synthesis of Guru Tsongkhapa, Heruka, and the Dharma Protector, recognizing that this view leads to all attainments. So simple, so powerful. We gently sit with this view in meditation experiencing so much encouragement and positive energy.

Occasionally Gen Losang gives advice: Rather than be discouraged when we see problems or deluded behavior at our Center we can be encouraged . Look how the tradition is flourishing even though we are still so new. Imagine how it will be when we have more experience. This will encourage us to set a good example with which to encourage others. Be awesome today.

The Festival is over. What an awesome festival – like a visit to Dorje Shugden’s pure land. A wonderful preparation for the Summer Festival coming soon. We’ve learnt so much and have so much to bring home with us in such a simple way. ‘Be protected, stay connected.’ All the attainments I made desire arise from merely remembering you!

Till next time. Thank you Geshe-la!

From merely remembering you

“All the attainments I desire arise from merely remembering you. ” We recite this line 3x every day as part of Heart Jewel. The problem is, Gen Losang points out, we immediately forget the moment we recite it. That’s why we need to recite it twice more, he joked.
‘Remembering’ here, Gen Losang explains, means with the special view that Venerable Geshe-la has given us as the special instruction of this Festival: seeing Dorje Shugden as the synthesis of Guru Tsongkhapa, Heruka, and the Dharma Protector himself. It is this view that will naturally give rise to the ‘attainments’ of Heruka, mahamudra. So simple. Or as Gen Losang says, Unbelievable!

Meditating on this view is the main focus of our Festival retreat. It is wonderful to abide in this view with a temple full of Sangha friends. As a ‘special treat’ in the second session Gen Losang reads out slowly as a guided meditation the description of Dorje Shugden’s mandala from the extensive sadhana Melodious Drum. Just as when listening to a story the image of Dorje Shugden’s pure land forms naturally in our minds. So lyrical, rich and profound … What a beautiful practice!

The continuing sunshine makes for pure enjoyments during the meditation breaks. People stroll in the woods, sit by the bay, or lounge on the daisy and buttercup resplendent lawn, quietly contemplating or discussing Dharma. It’s a wonderfully relaxed festival. Good feelings and blessings abound as radiant as the sunshine.

 

Are you sunbathing or meditating?

“Are you sunbathing or meditating?” Gen-la asked a festival goer. The answer: “Both.” “Beautiful answer,” Gen-la told us in this morning’s teaching. We should always be able to say this: showering or meditating? working or meditating? Both! This is the essence of modern Buddhism: It looks like sunbathing or working but inside it’s meditation.

Gen-la continued with her commentary of Heart Jewel. Among many things, she explained the meaning of the different types of offering, emphasizing how the main offering is the practice of compassion. She also gave a sublime explanation of the ‘heart commitment’. In the final teaching she spoke about the longer sadhanas of Wishfulfilling Jewel and Melodious Drum. She explained that when the sadhanas refer to enemies it always means the inner enemies of the delusions and mistaken appearance. Kadampas have no outer enemies. Living beings are always objects of love and compassion.

As always her teachings were full of inspiration and amazing quotes from Venerable Geshe-la. Particularly inspiring was Geshe-la’s devotion to Je Tsongkhapa aand how he has dedicated his life to repaying Je Tsongkhapa’s kindness by helping to spread Kadam Dharma throughout the world. And how he has given us the opportunity to participate in this extraordinary endeavor. I think we were all inspired to ‘give energy’ to helping Kadam Dharma flourish in our own hearts and beyond.

The evening ended with the first session of retreat with Gen Losang, a guided meditation on Heart Jewel. After encouraging us to stop distraction and focus our mind on the meaning of the words, the meditation began. The Festival has entered its final phase and those of us who are able to stay and participate are feeling very fortunate.

Be protected. Stay Connected.

‘Be protected. Stay Connected’, Gen-la Dekyong relayed a message she’d seen about wifi in a hotel. ‘Almost the first thing we do when we arrive somewhere is to check if there is a connection. We should be doing that with our connection to our Spiritual Guide.’

Based on a special message she had received from Venerable Geshe-la for this Festival, Gen-la’s teaching on faith in Guru Je Tsongkhapa and Dorje Shugden was truly inspiring. She reminded us that Geshe-la had said that if asked whether he had any realizations he would say, ‘Yes, I have faith and confidence in the Wisdom Buddha Je Tsongkhapa.’ From this faith all other realizations will come, and relying on Dorje Shugden will naturally increase our faith in Je Tsongkhapa.

There is so much pure enjoyment here at the Festival; lovely, meaningful conversations being had over lunch, in the cafes, on walks, while volunteering … whether spending time with old friends or people you’ve just met. Walking among the splendidly kept Manjushri KMC gardens, to the tune of birdsong, in the brilliant Cumbrian light, it is easy to feel that we are not far from a pure land.

In the afternoon teaching, Gen-la Dekyong began explaining how to rely on the Dharma Protector Dorje Shugden based on the book Heart Jewel. She described in detail the visualization and symbolism of his body. In the evening we had the opportunity immediately to put the teaching into practice as together we practiced Wishfulfilling Jewel with tsog offering. It is a special thing to do puja with a 1000 people, dedicating these blessings to all living beings. May everyone experience such good fortune.

Empowerment Day

Another lovely sunny day! Gen Chokga, in her light-hearted way, leads two meditations in the morning based on Gen-la’s teachings the night before. In the second one, the object of meditation is the wish to rely on the Wisdom Buddha Dorje Shugden, setting us up for the afternoon’s big event.

As the queue forms outside the temple, a stormy looking cloud appears in the previously blue sky, like the line from the sadhana about ‘the red and black fire and wind’ (or at least the black wind bit!) which accompanies the arrival of Dorje Shugden. Inside the temple, the empowerment begins with the group practice of ‘Wishfulfilling Jewel’. When we reach the section on dispelling obstacles, to the thunder-like sound of more than a 1000 people simultaneously engaging in a single handclap (symbolizing remembering emptiness), the sun bursts through the clouds splendidly illuminating the room. It feels like a good sign! Obstacles are being dispelled….

Who is Dorje Shugden?, Gen-la Dekyong asks. He is same as our Spiritual Guide Je Tsongkhapa, our Tantric Deity Buddha Heruka, and the Dharma Protector. We need to see these three as one. This is our special wisdom view. She explains we will receive the empowerment of Dorje Shugden’s body, speech, and mind through which we purify our ordinary body, speech and mind, and sew the seeds for the attainment of Buddha’s body, speech and mind. During the empowerment Genla guides us skillfully into a focused and peaceful state. The empowerment feels profoundly healing. As one Sangha friend put it: You just felt like you could relax and let Dorje Shugden do all the work.

The day ended with a new event: a q&a with Gen-la Khyenrab on the Heart Jewel practice. Gen-la Khyenrab made sure that lots of laughter accompanied the good advice. One such gem: If you get bored in your daily practice, just as in an ordinary relationship, you need to make a special effort and have a ‘date night’ with your Dharma Protector!

This is your life

“This is your life”, Gen-la Dekyong says near the beginning of her talk on Friday night, the first teaching of the International Spring Festival 2016. “Whether our life is meaningful or meaningless is up to us. It’s our choice, our responsibility.” The blue sky is clearly visible through the windows in the upper tier of the magnificent Kadampa Temple. The birds are singing in the distance. The evening light (the sun sets late here!) fills the temple.

Gen-la begins her teaching by reminding us that Venerable Geshe-la had requested us back in 2009 to ‘keep the intention” to come to the International Festivals year after year, generation after generation. “By being here,” Gen-la says, “we are keeping that intention and helping Kadam Dharma to flourish throughout the world.”

A lovely light energy fills the Temple. At this Festival, Gen-la explains, we will receive the blessings of the Wisdom Buddha Je Tsongkhapa Dorje Shugden and learn how to rely upon him. We need this because “there’s a momentum in our mind that can cause us to waste this life because we have done this countless times before.” The only way to fulfil our common wish for pure happiness and permanent freedom is to follow “correct internal paths which are only explained in Dharma.” How can external paths accomplish that, she asks? Seeking happiness in external things will never pacify our “restless, discontented mind.” Even if we take a spaceship to the other side of the universe we will never succeed in ‘getting away from it all” because we take the causes of suffering with us. With “more wisdom we will have less ignorance, and with less ignorance we will have less suffering.” Therefore we need use our life to go for refuge in the Wisdom Buddha.

It’s still light as we leave the temple. The spires of Manjushri KMC look stunning against the clear evening sky. Hugs and greetings abound. The teachings are eagerly discussed. The queue for the veggie burgers is already forming. Yes, we are back at the Festival, enjoying a spiritual holiday at our spiritual home. We’ve made a good choice!